like lauren bacall
she lights up them all
the punks with thier metal
the goths all in black

Her fiery headed goodness
the icing on it all
the streets full of traffic
the air full of life

Wake up my pretty
and see through it all
soon the lights dim
and soon we part ways
waiting
for a moment
to set my eyes
on you

SO thanksgiving is over. I had my fill of turkey, family, and friends. Is was a good trip hanging out with Al playing music and driving around.
I've developed quite a bit of anxiety about Madison. Not Madison, just me in madison I guess. Cera called me and wanted me to hang out with her. No way. I saw this girl at the thanksgiving game that knows the 3rd street crew and she was like, "Everyone down there wants to see you." so I said, "They can all just kiss off into the air"

There are not enough people in the world that know the awesome power of THe Violent Femmes.

DJing tommorow

Wow... what an eventfull evening. I went to work this morning at 1pm and stayed there until about 4 when I got pissed off at my boss and left. I wasn't supposed to be there until 6 so I said fuck it and went to UC. I layed down for awhile and took a mini-nap. I woke up and saw some guys kickeing a soccer ball around so I joined them. After that I went back to work and it was OK.
I got off around 8 and walked up Mcmillan. I called a couple people until I got ahold of Madie. SHe said she was having a party and I should show up. I was a block from her house so I went. We hung out, we got my guitar, we got more beer for the party, we partied. No-one at the party had any ganja, so I strolled onward to ludlow. I got to my apt as Micah was leaving. On my way back up CLifton i walked passed the esquire, which plays lots of indie flicks, and rocky horror was about to start. I yelled at the group of people, "Why all the black guys, lets put some color in our lifes!" I started to run away when someone yelled at me. "Come back" they said so i mossied my way back towards the theatre. a tall redhead came up to me and said what's up. I told her that I was headed to a party and that she should come with me. She said rocky horror and I said let's smoke. We went into an alley behind someone's apartment and we smoked a bowl. She was amazing. Lauren. Incredible chick man...
I got her number and left. Jesus it took forever to get up clifton. I got back to the party in time to drink a beer and see our host pass out for the evening. With much partying left in me and headed north once again back to ludlow. On my way I took a side-path to Celina's. We watched tv, smoked and I left. On the move again. As i was walking past the esquire again I saw two people that appeared to be hiding against a wall. I snuck over to them and said, "what are we hididng from?" they anwered, "a friend... would you like to be our friend." she was punk as fuck... Jenny.
I met jenny about 2 months ago. I was in a van with Vinnie (currently in forced rehab by his parents) and Alex (is an ugly, cracked out, homeless, toothless, masogenist, mother-fucking bastard piece of anal lube)
damn-it I'll finish later.

Alex sucks and he was talking all this shit about Jenny that really pissed me off. Anyway I talked to Jenny for little bit and she left. I saw some cops so I walked around the block and when I got back Lauren was standing outside the esquire. I talked to her for awhile and she had to take her friends home so we parted ways.
When I got home Mike gave me a call so I went and hung out with him and passed out.


I had a dream that I witnessed Earth's Exodus. It was cool.

The Hottest thing I've seen online since Suicide Girls.

Mmm women are yummy.
oh yeah by the way...







FUCK YOU!

I had a really kick-ass time tonight. No hoes that want to use me, no wondering aimlessly, no bullshit. It was great. And to top the night off I had a waffle. I've been wanting a waffle for so long it's ricockulous.

i can do cool shit with a butterfly knife.

what do you think about that biaatch!!

This time next week I'll be in Madison, but i'll be getting wasted so it's OK.

Burninating the planet
and all it's people
Why don't you hide
under your steeple

interesting:

B-town??

What a wierd freakin' night. I started at a hard-core show and ended up being brought home by a gay man. Don't ask. Unless you really want to.

I'm drunk as fuck and I'm tried.
goodnight!!
sean

I might be hanging out with this girl Casey tonight. I met her one day while i was skating around UC. She was reading and I sat down next to her and we talked for awhile. We parted ways and I figured that i wouldn't see her again. Then a couple weeks later I was out skating again and saw her. We talked and I got her number. I called her last night and she said she might come hang out with me tonight when she gets out of work. She's really nice and I hope she does come over.

School has been great. I'm really excited about learning again. My classes are a lot more interesting than they were in Muncie.
Did anyone read that kittie poem, because I like it a lot.

Uh....
PENGUIN!!!

Waiting to find out about my financial aid. Supposedly there is a letter somewhere on it's way to me. I wonder.

"this is a day in the life of a geezer"

I'm reading "CLose encounters of the third kind." It's really good so far. Micah hates Spielberg but I don't know why. We went over to mike's last night and played some Euchre. I watched Raising Arizona last night in my drunkeness and passed out. Mike woke me up so I mumbled something and went downstairs and passed out. good times

THought crime??

Burninating Madison
and my hoebag ex-girlfriend
Burn baby Burn!!!

Lot's of things pissed me off today. Unfortuanatly, I enjoy my freedom too much to start an exploding rampage. Damn laws.
Is setting a worthless pile of shit on fire a use of positive or negative energy. speak amongst yourselves.
OK

Conan will make it better.

I finished reading "Venus in Furs" tonight and I thought it was a great book.

While surfing the web looking for venus related items i found: VIntage Erotica.


This image is from In the Rain
thank you!

also see:
RetroRaunch, see the tour

Veterans day= No classes

so I walked down to school and no one was there. I walked around and found nothing except a sign saying that it was veterans day. Thank goodness for signs.

WIth the lights out it's less dangerous
here we are now entertain us



I'm so excited about meeting more girls who are going to ignore me. Yay!!

My earlobes are bleeding
from the lack of decor

The cave is so lonely when no one's around. It sucks. I called everyone today and no one answered.

To the alley bar and through parked cars
kittie i think i found you there
you scratched my back and i'll scratch yours
i've touched your fur and i want more

break-beat club, smoky sentiments
gin and tonics for ladies and gents
dance groove shakes bass quakes
grab a glass and do what it takes

SO i found this cat and i wanna take her home
curl up next to the fire
you scratched my back and i'll scratch yours
i've touched your fur and i want more

sit down to my bloody valentine
now where did i leave my line
relax gatto we've got more drugs
then she swats at invisible bugs

I bombed all of CLifton ave. tonight. It was awesome.

I'm pretty tired. I need to find a way to get money so I can buy books. that's a bitch.

the sky is very blue today. It's that way because it's made of water. amazing.

I passed out on the couch last night and as Micah was going to school i woke up and he said "you can sleep in your bed you know." I don't think he understands what a lonely place my bed has become. Other than a couple months here and there, I've shared my bed for the past 3 years. Sleeping is 50,000 times better when there's someone lying next to you.
Yes i am lonely.

"whats this about jumping over a balcony at the mere beck-and-call of Mindy? Huh huh?"

So, mindy is this girl that goes to school with Micah. SHe's really hot and at the Halloween party she said something hilarious. "Are you gonna come over here or am i going to have to come over there." Believe me, at the time it totally cracked me up and killed me all at the same time. So I jumped off a 10 ft. balcony. Oh... I forgot to mention that Mindy was dressed as a playboy bunny. Mmmm...

SO, now I'mm pretty drunk and having a very difficult time typing.

I can't wait for Thanksgiving. Al is coming back to the midwest for one last horrah. We have lots of plans and I'm sure it's going to be an excellent time.

Wasted Energy

I forgot that you were not next to me
but maybe it wasn't meant to be
you were off and doing your own thing
and you havn't stopped to hear me sing

Chorus
I take another drink
and I start to sink
drunken wondering guy
do you think he'll stop by
do you think he'll stop by

I stop by your house
ring the bell and hope you're there
picture postcard memories
i wish i had some of those

i wanna share all my songs with you
sing you everything i know
i wear my thoughts like a saftey pin
oh man i think i'm drunk again

Last night was great. It was nice and warm. Micah got incredibly wasted so I drove us home. Then I found myself in Florence, KY in some fucking mansion. It was kindof wierd actually but hey what's halloween for right?

I invited Virginia to the cave today. I don't know if she'll come or not. I wrote her a song.