2.27.2004

Things are creeping along here in Hanover. I'm at the college and I'm amazed at how few unnatractive women there are here. And what's up with that anyway. REmember all those hot chicks that went to your high school? They all had parents with money right? How does that happen. do rich people develop beauty genes? I'm pretty boggled.
Questions have been raised by myself and others what am I going to do If i don't get to go to California.
I figure either
a) I'll come up with some other wacky scheme. or
b) I'll die.

Either way I've got something to look forward to so I'll continue to sleep alot, play guitar, and skate until I find out.

2.10.2004

living in hanover. skated to skatepark for like 2 minutes yesterday. finding my way.

2.03.2004

The levy broke.... I felt it. Hell, it's my fucking fault.

Thompson Rd. Blues

I didn't know anything
you didn't take anything
How was I to know
what it is you didn't show
I guess I didn't care
but what was I to assume

we had such different lives
in that same old redneck place
it wasn't that I couldn't decide
I didn't have any reason to hide
you barely got out with your skin
and I find my conversation so thin

escape had a different meaning
to you and I
I found a new reflection
but i don't have the recollection
of what you went through

2.02.2004

Help Me, I'm Hungry
Nirvana

Hold me, there's too much tension
Grade me, I'm fucking hungry
Help me, I'm fucking cornered
Grade me, you might be right

Lightning fucking around in my head
Fierce, dangerous, pathetic, fucked up
People freaking every day
White lights inside
What do you want

Cold naked man, picked off his scabs and
Fed them to the pigeons
Help him, he's fucking cornered
Grade him it might be fun

Lightning fucking around in my head, etc...

Hold me, something's happening
Help me, somebody help me
Hold me, I'm fucking hungry
Help me, I'm right here, who are you?

Naked man you say you saw
Fed them, to the pigeons
Help him, he's fucking cornered
Grade him, it might be fun

Lightning fucking around in my head, etc...

Help me, I'm fucking hungry
Help me, I'm fucking up
Hold me, some fucking help