My dad wrote me a letter and asked if I had made a new years resolution. I made one 6 years ago to never make one again. I've held true sofar.

this evening we had a great farmily dinner with our new comrades Sophia? and Joanna. Foo is back on the farm and a new day is about to greet us all. I'm excited about the work ahead of us and the fun we'll all be having together. Of course I'm missing my family and my friends that are my family.

I cut all of my hair off and shaved for the first time in months. It was cleansing. I have been stressed for the past few weeks about a few things but yesterday as I was in bed all day, i realized that i just needed to relax and let the chips fall as they may. What do I have to lose? Nothing.

I've been thinking about my brother Josh a lot lately. He's become so disconnected in the last few years and I'd really like to see him become happy. My dad and Jeanette and Josh are planning on coming out in July and I'm so excited.

I'm trying to get a job so that I can get a surfboard. I fucking can't wait. I can't believe I've been here almost a year and have yet to step foot on a surfboard. Terrible.
Amanda was looking at boards the other day and she's in Indiana. It was really awesome talking to her the other day. I think we both helped eachother feel a little better. Love.

Aloha