Erff...

It's the day before St. Patriciks day. I'm drunk on Jameson and ready to go out. I have no idea where the bar is or what the band that is playing is about. I'm grumpy. There's a ladyfriend that I'd like to see tonight but i'm not even sure if she's going to show up at said bar. My phone is charged and poised for action. Will it ring? I don't know. Uncle Dave had a baby boy on Sat. and I'm stoked and sad at the same time. When I called him he was busy as usual but hoped that I was calling to tell him that I was on my way back out to the island. Unfortuanatly not. I was just calling him to thank him for his thoughts and tell him that I love him. I also called my brother for the same reason. I thought about calling my mom for the same reason but I'm pretty sure that I would try to talk about something taboo to her and she would not appreciate my phonecall. My issues with the women kind are becoming more apparent now that I live with 3 women whom I am not sleeping with. This is a very different arrangment than I'm used to. They are strong and able and compassionate. They relate to where I am in life and want nothing more than to help me on my way. I have to work in the morning and may already be regretting my desicion to go out tonight but I need it damnit. I want some social satisfaction. I don't get to meet random people on a daily basis and that's what really turns me on. I'm hoping that at least my ladyfriend can introduce me to some interesting folk that I have not met yet.

Funny... as I'm writing this my ladyfriend called and siad that she's not that interested in going to the show but still wants to hang out. Erff to the max. I'm really stoked about seeing some live music and damnit.

I don't know what's going on. I'll post more soon. Peace. Aloha.............