SO I've been thinking about my experience at the kava farm.

I feel like I really was in this weird headspace. Z had a lot to do with my experiences and emotional depth, but fuck it got draining. The manipulation that man is capable of is ridiculous. That I was fooled by it for so long is astonishing.

I was googling the farm to see what would show up, nothing really that interesting other that elise's video.

the video


I thought I was going to have something substantial to say to but I'm tired.
Maybe tommorow.